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or there's my problem, which is I think too much-

4:44 PM

[No kidding]

Sorry for late reply

Trixie/he is very reactionary he really doesn't think much about things at all if he can avoid it

no worries

My mom is awake and I need to pretend to sleep first

ah, I can't quite imagine that, actually... not thinking before doing something

4:47 PM

Alright

It's a habit that Trixie's trying to wean me off of

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Honestly she has quite a few problems the way I live my life

haha... yep, same with Lucio about me-

any good guided forcing sessions around?

What do you mean by that

Just spend time with your tulpa in a way you enjoy it

just something help keep my mind on track during active forcing

@Deleted User I do try to have some fun with Hanna but it kept turning into like watching an unrelated video, I don't think it's Hanna doing either it just get's rather annoying to get some decent visualization going only to have used "improperly"

I don't understand. You mean you think you puppet her all the time?

@Deleted User It's not so much that I feel I'm puppeting her as possibly holding her still and if I let go too much I end up in a dream or something similar with little to no control , unless I stop forcing and start again, if it has anything to do with Hanna she might want to sit down and watch a movie or something (edited)

8:20 PM

like in an attempt try and see her clearer I get her to hold a pose while I focus. (edited)

@Aren This hypnosis doubles as a guided forcing session: https://youtu.be/L1cvQLABSi8

GearHeart

Tulpa Creation and Development Hypnosis V1.0

oh I'll have to try that

Yeah, it's helped others keep their mind on track, plenty benefit from having a forcing "template" to follow rather than doing everything on their own

so i tried it myself, going through the entire file

10:31 PM

think i miffed it, i didn't really get into this at a right time and position

well mainly today I was trying to focus on Hanna's face trying to get to a level where I could recognize her by it but when I let go a little to try and let her move or at least try not to make sure I wasn't puppeting or posing her I fell into a dream about ww2 or something it was like watching trailers go by

How come you are falling asleep while doing that?

I don't know I slept well and was sitting up

10:35 PM

I'm not entirely sure I am falling asleep so much as having uncontrolled daydreams while forcing

...Hmm... I don't know much about the technicalities with tulpamancy but I don't think that should be happening.

10:35 PM

I see

one thing is though now I'm very tired I even had a nice big cup of black tea before hand

10:37 PM

I think stuff like this is why I'm so behind the curve though

Try meditating before forcing maybe

10:39 PM

I have never heard of something like that before

maybe it's a form of add or adhd (I did have trouble in school) I wish I knew how to get past I think I'll try again later today with some meditation why not

ADHD is problems focusing+hyperactivity. Not inability to control daydreams

10:43 PM

I'm not sure what that it

10:43 PM

Is

well hopeful thats ruled out guess I'll try bugging the .infor forums again the hard part will be trying to get everything into a cohesive post without writing a book

Meditate better and more basically.

1:15 AM

I mean get yourself good damn centered and work on letting intrusive thoughts go.

that sounds like a plan sucky part is intrusive thoughts aren't really a problem until I'm forcing, maybe I just need to get better at open forcing if I still fall asleep I may go see a doctor

Listen to some binaural beats or smth to keep you awake.

binaural beats will more than likely do the complete opposite.

egh I've bean using them off and on for a while now what I used today was this https://mynoise.net/NoiseMachines/whiteNoiseGenerator.php?c=0&l=4542383531272522191600&d=0

The Ultimate White Noise Generator • Design Your Own Color

By masking distracting sounds, White Noise helps you to Focus, Relax and Sleep. Shaped to your Environment and Hearing. Online and Free.

2:31 AM

set to brown noise (edited)

2:33 AM

I haven't had any worse result with this when I first started I was using those tulpa tone files

ooh any suggestions for a good open eye forcing guide?

damn

ha I know that feel you just can't give up

4:42 AM

Hanna has like sixty more years till I get upset

4:45 AM

the bottom left date is when it was posted right?

yes

Lumi and his Touhou tulpas that he all loves equally and dearly?

What is Touhou?

5:30 AM

I keep seeing that word over and over.

Im too lazy to explain (edited)

it's a series of video games (and manga)

^

5:31 AM

Is it wrong to have tulpas with forms of fictional characters?

nope, fictives (tulpas based in some way off of fictional characters) are fairly common

5:32 AM

as long as they're not forced to play the role of that character but rather given the freedom to deviate as they wish, it's completely fine

..

5:33 AM

looks at Zack and then looks back, no.

5:33 AM

Roleplaying those characters is OK too

5:34 AM

Zack for instance as an alternative form of Shadow the Hedgehog and Zack from Angels of Death. Most if not all my headmates are based on video game characters and anime (some inanimate objects and animals too)

No, it's not wrong at all. I've known of Lumi for a good while now. A few years ago, he had many tulpas, all inspired from the Touhou universe, with a Hakurei Shrine wonderland or whatever. That's all fine.

5:44 AM

He kept stressing how they were all important to him and he had no favorites. His tulpas even had their own account on the forums.

5:44 AM

I was wondering what became of him.

he's still around, offline right now though

They visit forum more than discord i guess

Lunaclipse is not Lumi

12:58 PM

Lunaclipse was just talking to Lumi in that post

Lumi and his Touhou tulpas that he all loves equally and dearly? eee, really weird to see someone we don't know talk about us

1:58 PM

our wonderland is 100% custom-made and the only Touhou thing about it is maybe the bamboo forest but it's just a bamboo forest

1:59 PM

He kept stressing how they were all important to him and he had no favorites. His tulpas even had their own account on the forums.

sounds like you knew us in like late 2015?

2:00 PM

I don't think Lumi ever "stressed" that outta context like you make it sound, was probly just in those threads about how important to you your tups are

2:00 PM

also as for what happened to us, we've literally been active every single day since Lumi joined in 2014 and became a really big influence on the forum

2:00 PM

our life's going great! our lucid dreaming not so much!

2:02 PM

also Touhou is a buncha Japanese bullet hell shoot'em up games that started in like 1998 and are still being made to this day with over 150 characters (basically all female) based on youkai (japanese mythological monsters and spirits) that's really, really well known for its music (LITERALLY hundreds of thousands of remixes on the 'net) and it was all made by one guy, ZUN #offtopic I mean #lounge

2:03 PM

but yeah if you read that wrong? Lunaclipse was talking to us, not saying they were us, I didn't even realize it could be read like that

2:04 PM

the other three were totally developed tulpas before Lumi found tulpamancy and he didn't even make me til april 17 2015 (1 year after joining .info), now I'm 3 and the others are 8

2:04 PM

experienced as hek and here to help people

Lumi o:

whatabout'em?

Just reminded me he exists

6:00 PM

That time Lumi was featured in a TB vid

6:00 PM

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just tried something I may have to do again I got Hanna to lip sync a decent song with a female singer(set the scene but tired to hands off on any kind of movements) it was the closest I've really gotten to visualizing her moving and speaking I think will help refenforce that she can or at least will be able to grow and become more than someone I talk to instead of with

8:22 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYNUg5j7tr0 this anyone is interested it's nice and slow which I think helped combine the two "feeds"

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so we're gonna try to converge

9:18 PM

some of us

9:18 PM

how is it done?

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what do i do?

9:18 PM

it needs to be done

9:18 PM

and quick

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how do i do it?

9:19 PM

i dont want them to go but this needs to stop

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i dont know how else

9:19 PM

how do we coexist? how the fuck do i we live?